Leaving Christianity

can actually be AWESOME.

(And no… it DOESN'T mean you have to stop believing in God.)

This one-of-a-kind, 100% FREE 10-Day Deconstruction Crash Course is the step-by-step roadmap you need to turn confusion, shame, and fear into the joy, peace, and freedom you didn't get from Christianity.

Did you just google "Is Hell Real?" for the 47th time?

You're not the only one 😅 I've been exactly where you are.

For 15 long years, I tried hard to fit into evangelical Christianity. I built a multimillion-dollar company while secretly falling apart inside. During a nasty divorce, I ended up in multiple mental hospitals with acute religious psychosis, panic, and complex PTSD symptoms.

Since the doctors I saw were part of a different belief system altogether, they didn’t recognize my symptoms as a “spiritual awakening” or “deconstruction”... and for years, I just collected a rotating list of psychiatric labels instead… all because my religion had trapped me instead of setting me free.

Walking away from Christianity gave me the freedom I was seeking - the freedom Jesus himself spoke about

But what nobody tells you is how disorienting, lonely, and terrifying the in-between feels: the grief, the guilt, the identity crisis, the “who the hell am I now?” spiral.

It feels like a never-ending freefall while completely naked.

If your belief in Christianity is unraveling too – and you want it to be MORE fun and joyful and LESS painful and scary – my FREE 10-day Deconstruction Crash Course was created to help you do that.

Who this is for…

Maybe you're still going to church, but something feels off… maybe you already walked away and now you’re loaded with guilt, shame, or unrelenting anxiety about it all.

And maybe it feels like you can’t talk about ANY of this “deconstruction” stuff out loud because most of the people in your life are afraid you’re “falling away” from God or being attacked by the devil who’d prefer you to leave Jesus in the dust in favor of a hedonistic, blasphemous lifestyle as a (GASP!) heretic.

Oy… I’ve been there, too. The pain of feeling so wholly unseen and misunderstood by people you love hurts BAD.

So instead of explaining yourself over and over, trying harder, and becoming more exhausted and frustrated in the process… you sit with it alone, googling “Is Hell real?” again and wondering if you're the only one who feels like NONE OF IT actually makes sense… now that you’re actually allowing yourself to think about it.

You're not even close to being alone in this, my friend. In fact, what’s happening right now is what’s supposed to happen. And you’re not late… you’re perfectly on time.

The most frequent question people ask me is: Where do I even start?

How do I UNLEARN Christianity? What do I replace it with?

To answer these questions is exactly why I created the Deconstruction Crash Course.

The Deconstruction Crash Course is a FREE 10-day Email Course that walks you through what it actually looks like to leave Christianity, figure out your faith, and rebuild an authentic sense of self that isn't held together by fear or obligation.

What’s in the Course?

It’s NOT another Christian resource cautioning you about the dangers of the “deconstruction movement” or telling you to “pray more fervently.”

It’s also NOT therapy-speak or toxic positivity (whew!).

Each day of the 10-day email course, you’ll receive a powerful multimedia lesson or resource covering topics like:

How fear-based doctrine actually rewires your brain and nervous system before you’re old enough to question it

Why the grief and identity loss hit so hard (and why that’s completely normal)

How to start unlearning shame without losing your marbles at the same time

Who you actually are when “Christian” is no longer your entire identity

What rebuilding a peaceful, authentic life on your terms really looks like

This Crash Course has…

NO COST! All the resources included are 100% free

NO time limit! You can read or watch on your own time at your own pace

Multiple opportunities to reply, connect, and ask questions

ZERO pressure to show up live or be on camera!

… and it might be the first space where you're actually allowed to ask the questions you've been sitting on.

If you’re tired of carrying this alone…

If you’re ready to stop managing the fear and actually move through it… then this course was made for you.

CAUTION!

Life is about to get better...

Christians may accuse you of “just wanting to become your own God” when you leave the religion, OR they assume becoming an “atheist” is the only option after Christianity… but that’s just ignorance talking. (Forgive them – they don’t know any different yet ;-))

What’s the truth? Removing yourself from the prison of fear-based Christian doctrine creates space.

And because you’re no longer shrinking yourself to fit into a Christian-shaped box, there is now unlimited space for you to grow and expand far beyond anything you learned in religion, which is (ironically!) what Jesus did and was trying to teach others to do.

There are infinite possibilities for what life can be – and who you can be. Jesus knew that, and he was killed before he could spread the truth too far.

Christianity trains you to waste a lot of time waiting for heaven in the next life. The reality is that heaven is something we create here and now with how we choose to think and act.

Meet Your Mentor

Hey there! I'm Caitlin Mjelde (MEE-el-deh – formerly Caitlin Pyle) 👋

Certified professional coach, writer, and uncomfortable question-asker – at your service!

I was inside evangelical Christianity from age 13 to 28, built and sold a multimillion-dollar company, survived multiple hospitalizations with acute religious psychosis, and a rotating collection of psychiatric misdiagnoses (+ “symptoms” the experts never connected to my religious background), walked away from a marriage and a belief system that were both held together by the same thing (fear!), and rebuilt my entire life from scratch on my own terms.

Now I’m 39, free, and traveling the country with my super hot (non Christian, highly conscious) new husband. I lead a beautiful mentorship community called Conscious Rebels Network, where I love to spend time helping people unlearn all the fear-based nonsense that's been silently running their lives without their permission.

In other words... I've been where you are now.

And what you’re about to see is what I wish someone had shown me when I was spiraling, incessantly googling for answers, and hating myself because I believed I was the problem.

You’re about to see that you’re not the problem at all.

2026 | Conscious Rebels Network with Caitlin Pyle